Text Conversation of My Life!!! ღ ツ

                                                 

     Me:   I like you too. <3.....alot but sometimes I wonder how many girls you've said that to. I don't wanna

                              be another notch on your belt....eer sumthin like dat...     

    

     Him: U wont be another notch.don't even no wat dat is.Lol.I like u alot & when i like someone
                             its for real. I koe u never been wit anyone b 4 and I wont hurt u.

   

     Him: I swear i wont

     Me:  Gud. U better not, Or i'll muck u up! Lol, OMG JUSTIN BIEBER LIKES HE REALLY                                                    REALLY LIKE MEH!!!LOL

                                      *This is fake but would totally be awesome!

ARGHHH My Brother is sooooo annoying.....

     Kay, my mother bought me a slushy today and I put it in the freezer and just now I came out to get it and it was half gone and I'm like, "Mommy, did you take any?"(I wouldn't care so much if she took it cuz she bought and that's my mom, like whatever). She said no and then I knew it was chris or my cats. I asked and then he looked at me with some kinda laughing smile thingy and I'm like you could have asked me! I didn't scream cause I will be taking his cookies now. But I was like you could have asked. He was like, "Sorry..but I did buy you some Chinese Food today" and he did but I'm like SO I DIDN'T ASK YOU TO BUY ME CHINESE FOOD! I know your not supposed to say that but still like that rude. You take my stuff without asking and then say, well I bought you something, so yeah. NO! I don't care. Your supposed to say SORRY not I BOUGHT YOU SOMETHING SO WERE EVEN! No! HELL NO! Arrghhh. He'd sooooo FICKING ANNOYING!!! Justin Bieber.................

OMG!!!!! I am THE worst Daughter and Sister in the world!

NUFF SAID.....don't need to explain myself to you....you......Jane...or...John

Ahahhdjjwaaahahhhahahhahahah(I'm crying not laughing......)


Justin Bieber

Prop 8 overturned 2010 YAY!!! Quick Post!ღ

     Now I just recently(like 5 minutes ago)found out that Prop 8 in California has been overturned. Umm, I don't know much about the political things and stuff but one of my fav topics is Gay Marriage. I am not Gay, Bi or whatever. I am a girl and I like boys(Justin Bieber mostly), but I feel people should get the right to Marry who ever they want. Prop 8 should be taken away in EVERY state, every place, every nation, EVERY FICKING WHERE!!! What really separates straight people from Gay people. Just that fact that they like the same sex, right? What's the problem? People tend to think that Gay people only like it because they're sexual deviants who want to corrupt the world but really I think they're just trying to live. No one wants to be unhappy and that being said, who would want to date someone they don't want to date. It's no of anyone's business who someone dates. I'm not Gay but I believe that EVERYONE should be happy and as long as they're not hurting anyone, they shouldn't be bothered.


     People are so dumb. It's like, they not hurting you so why do you care? I don't know about you, Reader, let's just call you Jane Doe, sooooo...........Jane. May I call you Jane, Kay, Jane....darn forgot what I was gonna say, ummmmm damn. Ummmm, okay, got it. I don't know about you, Jane, but I love it when I see people walking down the street, doing they're own thing and not caring about other people. I look up to those people. I look at them as The Future President, or okay, that's enough examples, yeah. I think of them as people who will change the world one day but you wouldn't know that because you couldn't see pass the differences that you two had. People talk about how Abortion is bad and there are like, soooooo many people that should have been here that aren't but UMMM did you think about the people that were and are already here that YOU KILLED OR HURT BECAUSE THEY WERE GAY OR BLACK OR A JEW, ASIAN OR JUST PLAIN DIFFERENT. Think about that. You kill people for their differences and then try to justify it with the Bible. You say God was gonna send them to hell anyway and you were just, Doing Gods Work.....ahhh shutup. If God if all he's cracked up to be and loves everyone he wouldn't send someone to hell because they were Gay. After all, We are all Gods children and God made everything on this planet. If he did, HE MADE THE GAYS!!! Sorry, Religious Freaks, he made you and the Gays from the same mold. Too bad SOOOOO SAD!!! Your just FREAKING RETARDED and not Mentality Disabled but the other kind. I can deal with Mentality Disabled people butttttaaaa.


     I'm aware that this whole world is runned by Wealthy Fat White Guys but that doesn't mean it has to stay that way. This world is smit now because of them and since were living in it we should change it. Why can't I or You or You and I, Me and You, Us change the world. We shouldn't need a catastrophe or a death or an injustice to make us jump. And when that does happen, not just one of us should jump up. WE ALL should jump up..........but not China, though. I heard that if everyone in China jumps at the same time, the Earth would fall out of orbit or something, whateven! Anyway!!!! Bye. I'm done Jane or John. Lady Gaga's Alejandro is on. Wow and it fits with the topic were dicussing. Gay people in the Army, yeah, it's fits. If Adam Lambert comes on Imma be like WATTTTTT WEIRD!!! Cause he's a.....homo? I love HIM!!!!

BYE FAGGOTS!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!! 

The Nice Ones 

Kay, Another Bieber Blog Post!!! Let's GO!!!

     Kay, If you read my Blog you'd know that I love Justin Bieber. And I really hate it when they put a red sqigly line under his last name....ummmm prick, it's a name, leave it alone but noooo they just have to point out your name isn't a common name. I love the name Bieber and if I could I'd punch the squigle in the nuts, cuz you know a guy made that, :) Lol, I'm listening to, at this very second, Jennette McCurdy's So Close. Love this song! Listen to it and you'd know how I feel about him. Ummm, Lyrics:

Just keep tuggin', pushin', pullin'

On my little heartstrings
Got me all tied up in knots
Anytime I see your face
Oh, it brings out
It brings out the girl in me

Don't know just how you did it
But you got me real good
Hook, line and sinker like I knew you could
But you don't even notice
Boy, I wish you would

Chrous:
 

I can't help myself
I can't help but smile
Everytime I see your face
And we've never met
I bet you don't know my name
Am I out of my mind?
I think that I might be going crazy
'Cause my heart is yours to have and hold or break
How'd you get to be so close, when you're so far away?

 

I think he might be close to perfect
Girls, you know what I mean
He's got a face straight out
Of a magazine
Gotta pinch myself
To prove he ain't a dream
Oh, oh, oh

I can't help myself
Now my secret's out
I can't help but smile
Everytime I see your face
And we've never met
I bet you don't know my name
Am I out of my mind?
I think that I might be going crazy
'Cause my heart is yours to have and hold or break
How'd you get to be so close, when you're so far away?

I wish you were mine, all mine
Mine, all mine
I wish you were mine, all mine
I wish you were mine

 

I can't help but smile
Everytime I see your face
And we've never met
I bet you don't know my name
Am I out of my mind?
I think that I might be going crazy
'Cause my heart is yours to have and hold or break
How'd you get to be so close, when you're so far away?
How'd you get to be so close when you're so far away?

     Ummmm, the Chrous really speaks to me...lol. I don't know him but I think about him all the time. When I saw him for the first time, he was sooo short and cute and adorable and he looked hot in his Red Hoodie, Blue Jean Jacket, White Skinny Jeans, White Shirt and White Sneakers. So hot in fact he had to take it off, lol. Justin just recently, no more than 5 or 6 hours ago released a video to his song Love Me and it wasn't anything fancy, just him and his friends made it and it's clips from his Tour of his fans and crazy things he does, like playing with toilet paper and riding a bike backwards....long sentence, pwew! And Just now while writing this, I checked his Twitter page and found out he's MAKING A MOVIE!!!!

Justin's Words Exactly:


                    ❝......I just some incredible news... 23 minutes ago via UberTwitter 
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Next Valentine's we r coming with a major 3D Movie telling the story with an Oscar winning director and also filmin the tour at MSG in NYC!! 21 minutes ago via UberTwitter

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This is so sick!! Gonna come out in theatre's Worldwide Valentine's 2011!!! I'm taking this thing worldwide thanks to u all!! Hyped!! 20 minutes ago via UberTwitter Retweeted by you and 100+ others

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the story the songs the concert. Can u imagine how big my man @kennyhamilton 's forehead will be on a movie screen. Lol. Sorry kenny. Luv yah 17 minutes ago via UberTwitter

                                                                 .....❞

     Love that last part about Kenny Hamilton's big head. yesssss It's kinda big, lol. I'm kinda hungry so I'm gonna finish this fast. Ummmm yeah I like Justin Bieber and hopefully one day I can get to meet him. Whether I'm an Actress or if I'm not I will meet this boy! lol. He seems like he'd make the perfect boyfriend. And I think I would make a superb girlfriend. lol :) I wanna be with him and I have a feeling that I'd be sooo crushed if he was to find someone who's not me. I don't know how I'll meet him and steal his heart but it has to happen. I think were meant for each other........and I'm gonna stop talking because I sound kinda dumb, lol. :) yeah. I'm just a very Romantic Girl standing in front of a boy( Put me anywhere near him and I'll freakin...have a heart attack!), asking him to follow me on Twitter...and LOVE ME LOVE ME!!! lol....It's a song, his song, his beautiful song that my mother is prolly listening to. She hates that I talk about him so much but she likes his music. And she likes the way he came about. She says that she likes the fact that he's from a single parent home and even though still having his father around, had rough times in his life. I'm soooo happy for them now. But while all that stuff she says is great, she also says that she thinks "iight looking". And no he's not. Yes other boys maybe look like him liiiiiike:

       

                                Theo Cavalcanti OMG!!! Looks jus like 'em right! NoOOOO!

      Nope!

Let me ttttteeellll you somethin Theo, other girls may think your him but I could spot a fake JB A mile AWAY! Blond hair, VAHAHAHA!!!

He may resemble Justin but he's no Justin Bieber. Sexy Face only works for JB, JBieber First Name, Last Name, The Biebs, Beaver, and the one whom I call My Loveღ.......Justin Drew Bieber ladies and ladies!!!...............

I wud curse but my mother is probably reading this. She wears glasses soooo she probably can't see this.... :) mmmmm he's a sexy Fother Mucker! or Mo Fho......mommy hehehehe *ahem :)

Hello Good Morning to Justin Bieber!!!

mmmmmm, SEXAH!!!!!!

     Ummmm, I know...I know but he tries. I can tell he does....he's working.....something up sexy for us ladies. You never know he could show up to one of his shows wearing only Boxers. That'd be awesome!!!! And I don't care if he's skinny, he still looks better than Soulja Boy(OMG!!! Did you see and listen to his new vid, "Pretty Boy Swag"....My Brains were seeping outta my head like sewage, HORRID CRIECE OF PAP!!! Justin can rap WAAAAAAY better than he can......Jesus Christmas, help the Rapping world; Nicki, Wanye, and Drake and New Comer, J.Cole please save us from crap like that....AWOMEN!(Mmmm a parenthesis within a parenthesis, tricky...ahhh I put awomen instead of amen because I'm Feminist like dat :)) ahaha big lipped smiley face...lol.


AHHHHHHHHH pretty boy swag is ON!!!! I like the beat but he is RETARDED!!!!!!! Jesus wanna cussss soooooo badly. I would put this on italic but he doesn't DESERVE IT!!!!!!! He's not even that cute. Nice teeth but.....huh.....what else! NOTHING!!!! LORD PLEASE PWEASE TURN IT OFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
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I can't belieb Justin made a song with that Jackass! ANYVAY!!!!!

Bye! I'm Hungry!!!

Peace✌Love❤ and Justin↓

Now thats Pretty Boy Swag!

Gotta go!! Justin Bieber "Somebody 2 Luv" is on right now! Download it on Itunes PLEASE!!!

Believe In Everything Because Everything's Reachable!!!

Verry Verrrry Quick Post.......R.I.P Uncle Robert

...........My family has just gotten news that my Uncle Robert Pierre-Louis has passed away. He was about 47/48 years old and he lived in Haiti. We do not know what happened but were saddened to hear it did. I never knew him. He was deported to Haiti, before I was born. I've never spoken to him but I almost did. About maybe when I was 7 or 8, we got a phone call from him and I wanted to pick up the phone but my brother wouldn't let me. I now, really wished I did. I've never seen him in person, just in pictures and I don't know anything about him, just what my mother tells me. I woke up this morning to my mother screaming and crying and I popped up, wondering what was going on. I heard her say, "Alan, what happened to Alan". Alan is my cousin who broke the news to us. I was yelling, "What happened to Alan" and she dropped the phone on the bed. I ran for it and picked up. I asked, "Hello?", and Alan answered. My mother kept on crying and screaming, "My brother, my brother!" And I was like whoa. Uncle Ted died!? So I said I was sorry to Alan and he said he would call me back. He was seemingly calm and I thought that was odd. So I started crying and feeling horrible because I haven't seen or spoke to my Uncle Ted in months. I've seen Alan but not ted. After 5 minutes of crying I heard her say, "Oh my god, my favorite brother, gone!". She has two brothers and so I asked, wait which one. And my mother said, "Robert" and I was like, "WHAT!!!!". I felt so horrible because I never knew him and I never would, now. I knew I'd be trying to tell her stuff like, 'it's okay and don't worry, he's in a better place' but that's her brother. Sorry to say, but her 'favorite brother'. Ted never treated her like a brother should and Robert was like her friend so it was really a big shock to us and her. But what could you tell her. And she hasn't seen him since before I was born. This was a very sad morning. Then we find out he died last month! Nobody knew until now! Very shitty day. My mother's sleeping right now and I'm talking to YOU and yeah. I really do wish I knew him but then maybe it'd be even harder. I'm really tired of seeing my mother cry and struggle, I hope this PCH Sweepstakes goes in. We need money, so hopefully we can give Robert a proper burial.


       So I would like to conclude this with saying to my Uncle Robby, lol. Even though I never knew you, your sister has told me many great things about you and I hope you come back soon, as somebody else and join our family again. Oh and I bet Ted misses you too. Say Hi! to Grandpa for me and MJ and farrah and other deceased peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

OMG!!! JUSTIN BIEBER IS SOOOOO PERFECT!!!! AND NOT PERFECT AND THATS WHAT MAKES HIM PUUUURRFECT!!!

     OMG, I'm reading  Justin Bieber  Facts and I really hope their true. I am really falling in Love with this boy. He's so perfect for me and if he is everything he seems then maybe I'm perfect for him too. He's Adventurous and Sweet and Kind and Real; he loves his mom and dad and so do I. I think that family is important and even though you may not have a real like Blood Family you can have friends that can be your family and you can tell that he loves his friends like family and would anything for them. I love that. He's so hard working and smart, and HOT!!!! OMG, but seriously, I don't know him but I feel like I do. On the outside he seems outgoing and hyper and sweet and super adorable and just NIFTY but on the inside he seems soft and sweet and gentle, and thats what I need in a boyfriend. I know many girls want him but maybe not always for the right reasons. He says that it's hard to find a "nice girl" but HELLO JUSTIN, I'M RIGHT HERE!!!! And he says that a lot girls like him because he's famous and he wants to find that one special girl and I really like REALLY think that I could be a perfect match for him. I don't know for sure if he's a Hopeless Romantic like I am but he seems like it.


JB Fact #372: Justin loves being in love and will crush on a girl who is just as romantic as he is. #TheJustinFacts


OMB hopefully this is true cuz I am like SOOOO FREAKING ROMANTIC!!!! I love cute little talks and holding hands and kissing and rubbing nosies. I am like Disgustingly Romantic. I've never done anything but I know for a fact that I will be soo cute and romantic with my BF and annoy ALL my friends. I wanna wait for that perfect guy. Many people say that 'your soul mate doesn't exist', and 'you will never find that perfect person for you, so you should just settle with someone you can stand'. But I don't wanna settle and I don't wanna just stand with him and be unhappy. I want us to be one of those couples that survive through hard times and stays together forever, like in the movies. I'm a Pisces and I don't know if that has anything to do with how I am but idk.



JB Fact #371: Justin is Pisces, so it means he will fall for a good listener who can offer a shoulder to cry on. #TheJustinFacts

I know I'm a good listener and him being him, I would listen to him all day if I have to. I just LOOOVVE looking and listening to him. GOSH!!! And OMG, if Justin was EVER to cry in front of me, I'd have soooo much respect for him. To trust someone that much, to be that Vulnerable in front of me. Soooo hot! lol, No really. I think that guys who can cry are OH SO SEXY!!!



 I really love everything about him but I know thats cause I don't know everything about him. I know that if we were to be together that there'd be some things about him that I can't stand and him, that for me too. I can be annoying sometimes and even annoy myself, lol, so I know. But if he's who I think he is it wouldn't matter. I'd love him for who he is. I really hope he doesn't think that the only woman that could ever love him for himself is his Mother, cause I already do. Sometimes I get mad when, I find out he's done things that I hate a boy to do. Like shave alittle part of his eyebrow off. I HATE THAT! But heyy thats him. And that.....wait I think that's it, lol. If he needs someone to wipe his tears from his face or hold him up when he's down or make him strong when he's weak, that'll be my job and hopefully he'll return the favor. Also if his Mother needs me to slap him around when he's acting stupid, I'll be there to handle that too, lol. And Justin....I do too, think Dolphins are like the cutest things ever! For Sure!




JB Fact #348: A girl can't weigh more than Justin, or else he won't be able to pick her up and swing her around. #TheJustinFacts

 Okay, for this one I can't help but say HELLLL......Awwww, cute. Cause he's less than 120 lbs and I am WAAAAYYY over that. I'm not fat but I'm skinny either. Aww he wants to swing me, aww too bad...I'd hurt chu, awww how about this, you can be all manly and just sometimes we can switch and I'll swing you around. Kay(*Wink Wink). Aww yes Baaaabe!


 Last Fact!



JB Fact #329: Justin will record his third album in New York. http://j.mp/9FSt7d #TheJustinFacts 

 Umm, HELLZ YEAH. I live in Brooklyn and yups I'll be going to Manhattan ALOT!!! Next year!!!


 So to tie this up, I would just like to say I LOVE YOU, JUSTIN and if he falls in love one day with a girl and she's not me, "I know she better be good to you, cause he isn't I'll be there.......


 ...................or somewhere in New York, lol, just come to Brooklyn and stand SOMEwhere and just look over ya shoulders honey, oooooooooooooo


 OHHHHH AND..............




JB Fact #323: Justin shaved his head when he was 12 for a friend who had cancer so his friend wouldn't feel "alone". #TheJustinFacts  
I know he shaved his head..........

 But if he REALLY did that for a friend because they had Cancer(I'm not writing this Blog with facts that I already knew, I'm adding as I go along. I don't come prepared, lol.), I really have to be with him cause I have a feeling that if I needed a Kidney, he'd give it........................For a low price of only $19.95, lol!




 OMB, ENOUGH!!!!!!

I tried Tumblr but my Internet Access turned off and it didn't save my stuff...BACK TO BLOGGER. Let's Make a Hungry MAN!!!

     I'm a very bored person and today for this Blog I will teach you people how to make a Hungry Man Dinner. Boneless Fried Chicken, Mashed Potatoes, Corn and a Brownie. Kay, First:

Get your Hungry Man

Open it....duh

Get a Knife, Fork, Spoon, Plate, a plastic bowl cover and a small plate

Take out the Corn and put some butter on it. Whatever kind you want. Pop it in the Microwave until it starts to steams.

Separate the Chick from the Mashed Potatoes and cut the Chicken in half.

After the Corn, put in the Chicken until it steams. Look at the Chicken before and the ending result should be:

It should be hot all around and smell really good.

Get another plate and break up Mashed Potatoes and put it in the Microwave until it's mashy. Remember all your butter should be put in your Corn. I put butter on the Mashed Potatoes by accident.

(*This part is optional. I do this because it's less messy and tastes better)While your Mashed Potatoes are cooking, cut up your Chicken as small as possible and do what I call Feed Tapanga TIME!!!

Awwwwwwwwwww.......

It should be mashy.

Mix the Mashed Potatoes and Corn together

Then mix everything else together!

DON'T FORGET YOUR BROWNIE!!! Heat that up until.......

Fluffy. Take out of little place thing and put on a plate. Then re-heat everything in your plate again and your done. It should take 20-30 mins if your organized. This was my breakfast this morning. Not very healthy but damn delicious!

Just get some Dry Grape Ginger Ale and your set!

Ending Result: 

Enjoy!!!!

Love this boy.....I love you THIS FICKING MUCH!!!!!!!

He's my inspiration for this Blog...yup, your my Chuck Norris!!!!

Kay, yeah The Doll Test...yeah

     Ummm, this week I've been on Youtube lately and have ofcourse, been watching videos and yeah, I was watching children and racism and the doll test and yeah. I love Barbie dolls. I had alot when I was younger and I never thought about the color of the doll when buying them. All I was interested in was the clothes and accessories it came with. Even though I love dolls, I do wish they made some that looked like me. I don't mean just the skin color, I mean facial features too. Mostly all the dolls I've had, had the same face and they may have been different colors but that doesn't really matter. I don't play with dolls anymore but if I did, I'd want dolls of every race. I think if they had more variety with how the dolls looked, little girls wouldn't have to think they were ugly because they don't look like Barbie. I would want a doll with a whole different kind of mold. Different shades of color and different facial features. Most boys like dolls too, I think and it would help the way they view women. If little girls had cute dolls that looked like them they wouldn't be saying this white doll is prettier than this doll because she's white and that one's too black. There's absolutely nothing wrongs with dark skinned dolls but they just don't make them look right. They give them the same mold and sometimes dark skinned dolls don't look good with European features.


     I think that if dolls looked like actually people, these girls would say to themselves, 'I wanna look like that when I'm older' and it won't be so far from what they already look like. They'll see alittle bit of themselves in the dolls or they'll see their moms or sisters or cats...whatever, they'll just feel better about themselves. And if girls felt better about themselves then they'd mature into better Women who would feel Great about themselves and the world would be a better place with Happy Women All Around.....and less babies. Cause if teen girls felt better about themselves they wouldn't fall in love with the first boy who said they were beautiful and therefore, less babies......HAAAA!!! I just solved teenage pregnancy.(And there are alot of women who don't look like these dolls but you see them on TV so they can see themselves in another way, then in a doll and girls who don't have either, well yeah!)


My BARBIE DOLLS:


 . She would come in ALL shades of color(Pale white, Tan, Caramel, Light Brown, Brown, Chocolate Brown, Dark Brown etc.). I'm tired of the colors being milk white, tan and brown.
 . Barbie's face would be changed drastically. Barbie can still be cute with bigger lips or eyes, different noses etc. I don't understand why they can't make more different types of faces. It must be tiring to be making the same face over and over and over and over and over......
 . I know this may scare some people but oh, too well. I want my Barbies to look like real women and real women have curves. Why can't there be Barbie's that make girls like they're bodies and not wanna diet and throw up. I went on Wikipedia and found out that if Barbie was a real Women she'd be 5'9 and like 110 pounds. What "real" women looks like that. I think that if you wanna look like that, fine but once you start pushing your views on other women and little girls, making them feel less of a woman when YOU like an 11 year old boy, you need to get slapped.....or stopped.
 . Different Races: Not just White, Black and Asian occasionally. EVERY RACE. What's wrong with that. I think that Race is only based on facial features, hair, skin color and how many people share in those same characteristics. So why can't these people make the Barbies look different. Race isn't what these people do and how they talk, or eat, or act, I think that's culture. And I don't just want ONE doll to be for each race cause that's stupid. Some people in a race may look alike but not everyone in one race looks the same.
 . Please no more Ken...lol, I never liked boy dolls
 . More clothes but no specific race clothing. Like if there's a Asian doll, I don't want only Asian outfits like, Kimonos and sandals, seriously. That's fine but not all the time.
 . I want the Barbie to have an Upscale Manhattan Apartment, lol, I want one.
 . And lastly, I want every Barbie to come with a message on the box basically saying to the girl, "Hey, Your beautiful!", or "Remember I'm Airbrushed to look this beautiful but you were born Beautiful!"

 "Every Girl Wants To Be Skinny"

     Being skinny doesn't make you beautiful. I'm tired of these dumb commercials saying, "It's great to be thin....Everyone wants to be thin....She's beautiful, with her skinny thighs.....The envy of all her friends". Since when is having Breast and a Butt not womenly or beautiful. I think that's horrible. I went on some Blogs and found this thing called Thinspirations and it's basically these girls showing how skinny they wanna be and who the wanna look like and what they've eaten in a day which I have to say is crazy. I eat more in a day than they eat in a Month. It's not so good on either of ours parts but whatever.


     Every girl has bodies issues but theirs are excessive. I'm not fat. I wanna lose weight but I don't wanna be skinny. I hate it that in THEIR world I'd be Plus Size, when I'm actually smaller than the Average women. These women make a living on telling other women they're fat. Some of these skinny girls think their better because their skinny but it's like what do you mean? Being skinny doesn't mean you have a nice body or your pretty and being pretty on the inside is way better than looking good on the outside. They're telling you that it's good to be skinny but not too skinny and you have to find something in between? But how? What is good skinny and what is bad skinny and where the hell is curvy in all this and why do famous these people get to say what skinny is. On TV they say, 'Oh, she's thin and beautiful and Blah Blah Blah' and praise her for being this way but when there's a "Curvy girl", they say, 'She's a real women and that's how real women should look' but they almost never show that on TV and if those women are "Real" women what are the other millions of women....Chocolate Frogs


     I also wish women could be more like Men sometimes. Men can be fat or skinny or muscular and walk out on the Beach and know they look good and women have to cover up. If you see a fat guy running on the Beach, what do you do? You laugh and say to yourself, 'Oh, he's having a good time' but if you see a woman doing the same, 'She's shouldn't be looking like that...I don't wanna see that mess....She needs to cut down on the Donuts'. I don't think that way. I like seeing people doing things they wanna do and not caring what other people think but hey that's just me.


     I think that women just need to be healthy and aim on weighing something that looks good for them. Not every girl looks good skinny and by Skinny, I mean Jessica Alba or Mischa Barton skinny. And Mischa is making me sick. Mischa doesn't even look good looking Mischa skinny.




BYE CUZ, JUSTIN BIEBER'S MY WORLD SPECIAL IS ON. TiVO is a GO!!!!!

I love him sooooo much, Bieber is a GO!!!!

HAPPY JUSTIN BIEBER DAY...opps, I mean Canada Day...umm MICHAEL CERA!!!

     I just wanted to say Happy Canada Day and yeah. I just recently found out that there were ALOT of famous Canadians that hadn't known about. Really cool.....Mike Myers, yeah......yeah. JUSTIN BIEBER!!!! MY FAVORITE CANADIAN!!!! I LOVE HIM.....you'd know if you read my last blog...yeah. And I'm not canadian, from Brooklyn, New York.....America? yeaaahhh......BK ALL DAY BABY!!!!! Ahhhhhhhhhh yeah, IPP IPP IPP, lol. hehehe, hahahaha, MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! kay. I have no idea if I can do this but I'll try: file:///C:/Users/Shelly/Music/New%20NEw/Celine%20Dion%20-%20O%20Canada%20(Canadian%20National%20Anthemn,%20French)%20.mp3
....did I do it...huh? huh? Did I do it...................well I tried Canadians.....oh and I started watching Degrassi when I was 9 and didn't know it wasn't an American show cuz I was at that age when I thought everyone came from America, soooooooooo yeah. It's okay I'm not dumb anymore, lol. I lOVE DEGRASSI but I missed like a whole season of it and can't get back. Oh and I want to but am kinda lazy. Oh when Paige was raped, I felt that and when Jimmy got shot I had to get that song at the ending....yeah, I was like 'JIMMY RUN....ZIG ZAG!!!!!.....kay lemme get this song right quick...ona Limewire...get that, yeah'......yeah, Rooftop by that lady...yeah so BUH BYE!!!

What a knockout smile...even before Invisalign.......I love youuuu!

Hopelessly Romantic and Loving... That's ME!!! And were talkin' Justin Bieber!

     Kay, yeah just gonna talking about me. ME ME ME ME! I have some goals that I'm hoping to accomplish and yeah, I'll just tell you cause I like writing about these things. I wanna meet Justin Bieber.....like sooooooooooooooooo bad. I wanna have a Water Fight with him and his friends and be on his team. I wanna tousle his beautiful hair and wipe water from his face. I wanna talk to him and laugh and make jokes with him. I wanna be his girlfriend and talk to him on the phone...until about 8 cause I know he has a concert the next day and want him to get a good sleep. I wanna care for him and be his shoulder to lean on. Wipe his tears and tell him not to feel ashamed to cry in front of me cause I care and would NEVER laugh at him for doing it. I wanna be the first and last person he speaks to. I wanna be the girl he's not afraid to kiss in front of his friends. I want him. And I love him but not like I wanna have his kids or anything. I wanna be with him. Like any other Hopelessly Romantic Girl. And as I write "Somebody To Love" is playing on my TV. This boy is ALWAYS on my mind and in my face. He's counted 69 on my Youtube Queue. I love watching him on Youtube but yet I wish to watch him without having to look through a screen. And if I were to get that Once In A Lifetime chance I'd tell him that I'M you Somebody to Love. That's me. And For you I'd write a symphony and tell the Violins to do stuff. I'd also tell him, 'How dare you steal my heart like this. Your all I think of and all I dream of. With your handsome face and awesome dance moves. Your my Chuck Norris and Chuck Norris as you say can do anything and so can you, except for Follow Me on Twitter'. Lol, serisouly this boy can sing, dance, play Trumpet, Guitar, Piano, Drums, Pool, DO THE MOONWALK, is charming, smart, funny, silly, retarded, HOT, can solve a Rubix Cube in less then a minute and isn't gay(at least I hope to god not! That'd break my heart and then I'd be like no wonder why he's perfect and can Smize like Tyra never could.) but can't follow me on Twitter. That would just REALLY make my day, so please anyone who's reading this, who's in contact with him or someone who knows him Like Kenny H. or Scooter B. please ask them for me. It's sPinkLotus31295 . Yeah, so yeah. Anyvway!!!(that was on purpose)Umm, I love him!

     I think me and Justin, would a make good couple. NO, an AWESOME COUPLE!!! I know many girl think this but I really do. I've never done ANYTHING(kiss, stuffff, had a bf etc.), I've only held hands...for a picture. With that being said, I still think I'd be an awesome girlfriend. When I'm interested in a guy I may look at other guys, like, 'he's cute' but I would never flirt. I don't even know how to flirt but I'm thinking with Justin it'd be easy. Lol. And me and Justin have alot in common. Were both Pisces(I'm March 12th and he's March 1st; were only 1 year and 11 days apart!) He likes Captain Crunch Berries and so do I. He's silly, i'm really silly. It's weird cause mostly all the things he likes, I like and I like that! Umm, just gonna name some stuff:

. Favorite Color is Blue(mines is Pink but I look good in Blue, lol; I have alot of Blue shirts)
. He wears a lot of purple(I love purple and him in purple, lol)

. He’s claustrophobic(Oh YEAH!!!)

. Favorite food is spaghetti(I eat alot of spagetti!)

. My World 2.0 came out on March 23, 2010(my cousin's B-day is the 23rd and my cousin is 1 year 11 days younger than me and Justin's 1 year 11 days older than me! lol, cool)

. Favorite number is 6(mines is 3, 6 divided by 3 is 2, 2 of us, me and him, lol, I'll stop) 

. His super power wish is to fly(ME TOO!!!)

. His favorite song that he wrote is Down To Earth(I love Down to Earth!)

. Likes vitamin water(Starberry Kiwi Baby and I even try to make my own with Water, Ice and Tropical Punch. The perfect mix of those three creates the perfect Summer drink)
. Loves orange juice(Oh yeah! I love me some OJ not simpson tho, lol
. Has a half sister named Jazmyn & half brother names Jaxon(I have two half lil sisters, Claire and Abigail, a half lil brother Jason from my dad and a half older brother from my mom; I'm all alone, lol). Both our lil brothers names are Jason, if you didn't notice. Just spelled differently.
. Said he would date a fan(And I would date him!). He did not grow up rich.(Neither did I)
. He loves to laugh and so do I
. He's a thrill seeker and so am I(I was so jealous, when he went Bungee Jumping)
. He looks for girls with nice eyes, nice smiles and someone he can talk to(I look for that in guys and it just so happens that I have all those traits, lol :))
. He loves McDonalds and I love McDonalds(My fav things to get are Chicken Sandwiches, Chicken Nuggets with Sweet and Sour Sauce, Chocolate Chip Cookies and yeah)
. He loves Sprite, I love Ginger Ale but it's like the same color. lol

yeah, that's not it but you get it.



     Kay, I'm getting Chinese food soon, so I'll type as much as I can. And I think Justin likes Chinese Food too. Anyway, yeah that stuff. I think I'd be a girlfriend for because I love to laugh, I'm pretty, smart, funny(or I'd like to think so, lol), I love to write(in fact I'm writing a 3 books at the moment), I'm kinda artsy, I love people and doing stuff, I love the outdoors, I'm crazy but not like Carrie crazy, like Tyra Banks crazy, I love food.......(CHinese FOod Break: Shrimp and Broccoli with Pork Fried Rice, bye for now)..........................................................................................................ummm, I'll some more tomorrow or whatever. I'm with Justin now.................IN MY HEAD!!!!(*sobs quietly to herself)

OMG......BET Awards

Quick Post, nothing fancy. I just wanted to write about the BET Awards. It was the best Awards Show I think I've ever seen. These Awards shows just keep getting better every year. I'll write more tomorrow, cuz I got it on TiVO but yeah. Diddy and Dirty Money and Nicki poppin outta nowhere. Didn't even know she was on the Mix. Drake and Jeezy and Eminem and B.O.B, and Keshia and everybody AND CHRIS BROWN!!!!! He looked just like Michael behind the screen and I was like WHOA when he stared to cry, no lol this time. I like him again and I think everyone else does too, even Rihanna, maybe. Idk, but more tommorrow. 11:09pm and waiting on Justin Bieber.

Kay.....Let's Talk About Racism.....

     Kay, I'm tired of Racism on Youtube and just Racism period...period. These people who write these things don't know what the hell they're talking about. They think what they see on TV is real and it's not. I'm African American and I do not like ANY type of Racism. Against Black people, White people, Asian People, Spanish People, Indian People, Arabian People, and the list goes on and on. I just wanna smack people who say Black people do this and White people do that, it's like YOU DON'T KNOW THIS! That's what you see on TV. Like, I'm not gonna watch The Hills and think all White women are retarded plastic chicks with annoying ass voices who talk non-stop about boys, fashion and throwing up. Actually I watched 10 minutes of this annoying show and I swear I could feel my Brain Cells bursting. Umm, I'm just gonna go all over stuff. Ummm, I don't like when people try to justify being racist against other Races because they were Discriminated against. Especially when older people do it. It's hard cause you feel like you can't correct them cause they're old and you can't change they're minds. But yet you wanna smack 'em cause they think they know everything cause they're wise...please! Your old and I know more stuff than you did when you were my age. We need to teach the old people stuff about Race because in their days things that were acceptable and normal, today would make most people cringe or kick somebody. And I'm not being respectful or anything. I LOVE OLD PEOPLE. Most of them are nicer than young people but it's the racist ones that make you wanna kick 'em in the throat but of course you can't do that cause you know...you'll get in trouble.


     Kay, something else......I don't like seeing people Racist against Black people. Yeah, I'll explain more...I'm thinking, I'm thinking. I'm Intelligent, Sweet, Pretty, Shy at times, Fashionable, Nice, Respectable among many other things. And I for some reason do not fit the stereotype of a Black girl. I'm not obnoxious, or very loud when it's unnecessary, I'm not disrespectful, not Ghetto or Thug-ish, my family doesn't expect me be Pregnant with my second child by High School Graduation and I don't expect to be chasing after my "Baby Daddy" with a gun because he won't pay for his son, Dedevonde's diapers. No no, not at all. And why? Why do I not fit this stereotype? I'll tell you why. Because the stereotype isn't a proven scientific fact. No stereotype is. Not all Black people fit this spot, so therefore it isn't true. Only some Black people fit this criteria and I am in no way associated with them. I hate it when people think that just because your of the same race, religion or nationality of somebody else, you'd be more comfortable being next to them or talking to them. Yeah, if someone thinks like me or has the same interest that I do, I'd wanna be around them but having the same skin color as me just isn't enough.


     Yeah so....yeah, just know that. Now more about me. Ummm, when I was younger I used to get called "White Girl". For people who don't know what that is, it's something people call you if talk or act a certain way. Like using big words, being super overly excited sometimes, liking a certain show or music, dressing a certain way, not using urban colloquialisms or even saying the word colloquialism. All that stuff makes you White. Okkkayyy? Suuuureee? Kay, any smart person would know that just by doing something doesn't make you a certain race. If you eat chicken, that doesn't make you Black; if you listen to Panic At The Disco, that doesn't mean your White(LOVE THAT BAND!!!); if you have more than 3 kids, that doesn't mean your Mexican and if your Spanish that doesn't mean your Mexican. Kay you get my drift, right? Yeah, kay. There is no such thing as acting White or Black but yet people still say it like it's actually true. Bet you wouldn't sound so smart if you said something like, "Why are you acting so Mexican.....You acting mad Oriental right now....". That sounds dumb right. Yeah so stop saying it. It's not funny. I'd get the whole "Why are you so White" thing when I wasn't even talking to the person who called me that. God, I hate it when people interrupt me. It didn't affect me at first but then I got it alot from other people and sometimes friends and then I was sick of it. You can't act a color. The only things that sets Blacks and Whites and Asians etc. apart are facial features, and skin color, really. You can be any race and speak Chinese or Japanese, German, Swedish, Arabic, Chichewa or whatever. It doesn't matter and yeah you get my point. Gonna move to something else OHHH!!!

Bethel s30 Diet Pills....mmmm kay

     Since Summer is coming up ya know, people wanna look their best and stuff. I'm 15 and kinda overweight. I just weighed myself on June 4th and just found out that I'm 198 pounds! Now I'm not going crazy and trying to kill myself or anything I'm just concerned. I don't look it though. I'm 5'7 and a pear shaped girl so I have more meat in my thighs and butt, like the rest of the women in my family. I have know problem with that but would like to lose some weight. I wear an XL in shirts and now it's getting kinda tight or is that just how they made it. But anyway, I wanna be able to go to a store and find my size and if not I have no problem going a size smaller because I have a nice shape. You know what I mean, right? Like, I don't like to dress in tight clothes but if I see a shirt I REALLY like and it's in a size smaller than I am, I won't really have a big problem buying it. I'm a 13/14 in jeans and I've never wanted to be skinny but I wanna bring that down. My goal would be to be a size 8/10 in Jeans(if that exist, lol idk), to have a flat toned stomach, be a size Medium or Large in size and have slimmer toned arms(not those railing arms that women who throw up get...yucky). I wanna be healthy and fit and have thick strong muscular legs....I mean slender skinny legs are okay but they don't appeal to me as something I'd want.



     A couple of weeks ago my mother got a hold of some diet pills and usually I wouldn't trust them and I've never used them before but my mother's co-workers raved about them. They lost weight easily and fast without hurting themselves. Bethel s30 Diet Pills are 100% Natural and have no side effects except for Dry Mouth. For that you'd have to drink lots of Water but it's good to drink Water anyway and it says that you have to workout and eat fruits and veggies, like normal, so you really wouldn't be changing anything and if you were it's all for the better, right. What it does is stop your craving of food. It cleans you out and stops you from wanting food but ofcourse you have to eat food but you just won't be overeating, which I think is maybe the biggest reason why there are so many overweight people in the world. You eat normally but won't want to cause it stops that but you HAVE TO...or you'll die, lol seriously. You can eat whatever you want and it'll taste them same and you workout and stuff and yeah. Recently, like just an hour ago I looked at my Yahoo and saw my question was answered. Now, I've gotten alot of obviously slow people answer my questions about weight on Yahoo. They always tell me things that I'm not looking for the answer to and that's pretty annoying. I simply asked if a 15 year old can take these pills and I got two answers that were HOOPLA and didn't help me at all but today a lady who's taking the pills too answered me FINALLY!!! She said she doesn't know but she gave me a number and some tips and I called and it turns out I CAN TAKE THEM!!! YAYAYAY I told my mother and I don't think she believes me but I can and that's all that matters. It's 6:40 pm and I'm kinda...kinda happy now knowing that. I finally can do something about my weight and it'll work. I've never had weight issues EVER! but until 2009 it's been kinda hard. In June of that year I had my Junior prom and was scared I wouldn't be able to find something to fit me, which is weird cause I'm a little chubby looking but nothing too serious. My arms are a little big and I have stretch marks and stuff, but I've always had stretch marks but not on my arms! Yeah, I really wanna change that...yeah.


     I was never a skinny girl nor have I ever wanted to be but I was never like overweight. I also have a dark neck and I'm Brown skin so it's noticeable. I never had that before so maybe and hopefully losing weight and eating right will make it disappear. I'm a girly girl all about cute clothes and stuff or at least wanting them(I never cared about clothes as much as I do now, back then, so I never asked my mom about going shopping and buying cute things; Barbie was always my drug and I chose it over anything else) but I won't feel right if I don't look right and have a dark neck, so I'm hoping it'll work and do something.


     I also want to become an Actress and I have to look the part, right? A black girl wanting to become an Actress isn't easy as becoming an Actress and being any race isn't easy but it's harder. I'm not a light skin African American girl so that's one point against me and I feel like if there's a black girl on TV she has to look as White as possible meaning Long hair or big curly hair like she was Mixed, have European features, Light Skin and being skinny and stuff(not that I'm saying that only White ppl are skinny cuz that would be dumb, lol). And I feel like if you aren't light skin in Hollywood as an Actress you get casted in those Stereotypical Roles, like the token black friend who gives advice and goes "M Mhmmh and Hmmmmm MHm". I don't want to do that. In these movies and TV shows it's like there's only one type of role for a Black woman and I wanna break that whole THING. I wanna be the Lead, the Cheerleader, the Popular girl(and not in an all black school), the IT girl, the Gossip Girl, the girl! I wanna be the girl who gets it. Sex in the City...I wanna be Carrie...when I'm older ofcourse...I LOVE SHOES!!! And would have a hard time choosing my McQueens over my Car, lol. I also wanna be in a Music Video...nothing like a rap video, like a  Justin Bieber (THERE 'E IS!!!) video when I'M the love interest and I wanna kiss him not Jasmine Vales something....I like her though, she's pretty! But didn't deserve those lips...those perfectly plump lips.....mmmmmhmmm mhmm hmmhmmmmhm......lol. Yeah, sooooo yeah gonna gonna stop yeah, otay, BYE!!!!(Say that last sentence in a Stewie voice...a Stewie voice).

Kay, this is not about Justin Bieber but features his name yayay

Mkay, I just found out that people don't really like GINGERS. I don't get. I heard that they have no souls
and to me I'm thinking hey what the fruggelhorn does hair color and light skin have to do with having a soul. George Bush doesn't
have red hair. Ummm that really mean Korean guy doesn't have Red hair. I'd definitely date a boy who had Red hair. I don't see a problem with it. Ronald Weasley/Rupert Grint seems rad and I bet if Justin Bieber(there it goes) had Red hair no one would be kicking no him................this to me

is BEAUTIFUL!!!! Red headed people have feelings too and I'm not just saying that because I have Red hair, cuz I don't. I have like dark brown, not that that matters but yeah ya get it. There people and that whole November 20th Kick A Ginger Day is Smit, a big steaming pile of POO!!!!Your meanies and need to go to the Park or something, you suck spoiled Eggs.

Kay, Quick Blog Post.........ღ ツ

❝ ¿ La Beiber Fever ?❞

     Now, lots of people have IT but lots of people still don't know what IT is. Beiber Fever(pronounced/ˈbiːbar FEE-ver, BEE-bər FEE-ver) is a highly contagious strain of bacteria that enters the body through the Ear Canal and slowly but steadily makes its way to the Brain. What causes this "Fever" is listening to/and or watching the 16 year old Pop Star Justin Bieber, hence the term "Bieber Fever". Listening to one of Justin Bieber's songs one or many times can send the Brain on a Psychedelic trip 10 times as powerful as Meth, Cocain, and Ketamine combined. Symptoms of this "Bieber Fever" are Blurred Vision, the inability to stop one's self from screaming, heavy breathing, increase of Heart rate, nausea, heartburn, intergestion, upset stomach, diarrhea. etc.   

     People most prone to this Fever, are young women from ages 4 to 37. Because this bacteria is new, it is resistant to antibiotics. Doctors are still looking for cure. Beiber Fever however, benign can turn deadly once you have too much of The Biebs or actually meet Justin Bieber in person. There are cases of young girls being injured while just being in the same room with him. "Being within a 50 foot radius of Justin Bieber can cause a persons bones to actually twist into J's and break. It's very dangerous", says a Doctor who studies this condition. "Not only does this Fever have severe consequences to whom ever catches it but we've found that there is also another consequence that takes place when there are too many of whom are infected with the bacteria in one place. The mere mention of the Pop Star's name will undoubtedly induce a frenzy of endogenous opioid polypeptide compounds produced by pituitary gland and cause what is called, Beibergasm. It is dangerous for senior citizens or small children and animals to be near as it could result in stampede." There is no more information about this terrible sickness. I can only tell that in order to protect one's self for the Beiber Fever is to....I don't know cut off your ears.

*Update: Doctors response to the Bieber Fever Strain: "It is impossible to find a cure for said, Beiber Fever. Bieber Fever, just likes Herpes will continue to stay in the body for as long as you live, going away and returning without warning." This message was approved by Justin bieber............

  .........no I wasn't approved by him..... sorry Justin, I love YOU!!!!!!!

 umm and don't steal this. This piece of work was completed 6/8/10 11:25am, Tuesday





 

Umm....yeah more Bieber

❝ Bieber Bieber, wherefore art thou Bieber, Deny thy father and refuse thy name;
Or if thou wilt not, be but sworn my love
And I'll no longer be a Capulet..... ❞

 Whatever that means.......



    Kay, I just wanna say that I love Justin Bieber. Now, I don't love him, like I wanna have his babies or die with him hand in hand, like that couple from The Notebook. I love him like you'd love....Justin Bieber, He's Justin freakin' Bieber. Like if he was walking down the street beside me and he fell and broke his foot.....again, I'd carry him like 5 LOOOONG Manhattan blocks to a hospital. It'd wouldn't be that hard cuz he's like 68 pounds!!! lol, srry Biebie.........


    Ummmm(stratches my nose), I recently heard about his new tattoo, the Jonathan Livingston Seagull on his hip, ummmm, I wanna just say one word. SEXY!!!!! Omg, before it surfaced about his new tat, I saw a couple pics of him running on the Beach and I saw something on his hip and I was like, 'Is that a Tattoo?' and then I was like, 'nooo, he's he's well maybe, he's maybe wellll, i don't know'. And then I find out it was real and I'm like WHOAAAAAA, SEXY BUNNy!!!


     Ummm, something else, uhhhh, OHHHHHH kayyyy. On June 3rd 2010, about 3:00pm, I saw on Twitter Justin was gonna have a Free Concert at The Today Show and then my mother and I said we would go. I've never been to a concert of his or anyone like it. I wasn't prepared, even tho I knew I had to wake up early. I said we should be there by 2:00 or 3:00am but noooooooooo, my mother says 4:00 or 5:00. I soon found out that mother doesn't always know best. The train was slow and we had to take another train. We were on the Platform walking down when we heard, "Baby, Baby, Baby OHHH!" and I knew they were going the same way. So we said hi and ended up following them cuz they knew where they were going. Anyway, we got there and Oh Ma Bieba, there was SOOO many girls. When we got to where the barriers were we noticed that we couldn't see anything. The girls we were with stayed there.....stupidly and me and my mother went another way. We walked around tryna find another way to see clearly. We walking across the back of the stage and the Police kept on pushing us to go away from where we were. My mother said at loud, 'Well, how we gonna see?', and some lady(THANK GOD FOR THIS LADY!!!!) said, 'Well, you can go in there(Dean & Deluca's Shop)but you'd have to pay'. Whew! We went in, it had Air Conditioning and food and yeah AND it had a really big and wide clean, that's important, clean window. I had to squeeze in between some tables and lil girls but I was in the very front. We waited for a while and lots of other girls came in BEHIND ME, yeah. OMG when he came on, it was like nothing I've ever felt. I never thought I'd act so crazy but I had the Fever, had it bad and yeah, thats what It'll do to you. Because I was behind the glass I couldn't really hear him singing but that was OHtay, I hear him singing like 50 million times a day and really all I wanted was to see him. Just to see him move and soundlessly sing would make me happy. Now all I need is for him to Follow me on Twitter even tho he like REFUSES TO!!!


Yeah so yeah BYE!!!!