Hopelessly Romantic and Loving... That's ME!!! And were talkin' Justin Bieber!

     Kay, yeah just gonna talking about me. ME ME ME ME! I have some goals that I'm hoping to accomplish and yeah, I'll just tell you cause I like writing about these things. I wanna meet Justin Bieber.....like sooooooooooooooooo bad. I wanna have a Water Fight with him and his friends and be on his team. I wanna tousle his beautiful hair and wipe water from his face. I wanna talk to him and laugh and make jokes with him. I wanna be his girlfriend and talk to him on the phone...until about 8 cause I know he has a concert the next day and want him to get a good sleep. I wanna care for him and be his shoulder to lean on. Wipe his tears and tell him not to feel ashamed to cry in front of me cause I care and would NEVER laugh at him for doing it. I wanna be the first and last person he speaks to. I wanna be the girl he's not afraid to kiss in front of his friends. I want him. And I love him but not like I wanna have his kids or anything. I wanna be with him. Like any other Hopelessly Romantic Girl. And as I write "Somebody To Love" is playing on my TV. This boy is ALWAYS on my mind and in my face. He's counted 69 on my Youtube Queue. I love watching him on Youtube but yet I wish to watch him without having to look through a screen. And if I were to get that Once In A Lifetime chance I'd tell him that I'M you Somebody to Love. That's me. And For you I'd write a symphony and tell the Violins to do stuff. I'd also tell him, 'How dare you steal my heart like this. Your all I think of and all I dream of. With your handsome face and awesome dance moves. Your my Chuck Norris and Chuck Norris as you say can do anything and so can you, except for Follow Me on Twitter'. Lol, serisouly this boy can sing, dance, play Trumpet, Guitar, Piano, Drums, Pool, DO THE MOONWALK, is charming, smart, funny, silly, retarded, HOT, can solve a Rubix Cube in less then a minute and isn't gay(at least I hope to god not! That'd break my heart and then I'd be like no wonder why he's perfect and can Smize like Tyra never could.) but can't follow me on Twitter. That would just REALLY make my day, so please anyone who's reading this, who's in contact with him or someone who knows him Like Kenny H. or Scooter B. please ask them for me. It's sPinkLotus31295 . Yeah, so yeah. Anyvway!!!(that was on purpose)Umm, I love him!

     I think me and Justin, would a make good couple. NO, an AWESOME COUPLE!!! I know many girl think this but I really do. I've never done ANYTHING(kiss, stuffff, had a bf etc.), I've only held hands...for a picture. With that being said, I still think I'd be an awesome girlfriend. When I'm interested in a guy I may look at other guys, like, 'he's cute' but I would never flirt. I don't even know how to flirt but I'm thinking with Justin it'd be easy. Lol. And me and Justin have alot in common. Were both Pisces(I'm March 12th and he's March 1st; were only 1 year and 11 days apart!) He likes Captain Crunch Berries and so do I. He's silly, i'm really silly. It's weird cause mostly all the things he likes, I like and I like that! Umm, just gonna name some stuff:

. Favorite Color is Blue(mines is Pink but I look good in Blue, lol; I have alot of Blue shirts)
. He wears a lot of purple(I love purple and him in purple, lol)

. He’s claustrophobic(Oh YEAH!!!)

. Favorite food is spaghetti(I eat alot of spagetti!)

. My World 2.0 came out on March 23, 2010(my cousin's B-day is the 23rd and my cousin is 1 year 11 days younger than me and Justin's 1 year 11 days older than me! lol, cool)

. Favorite number is 6(mines is 3, 6 divided by 3 is 2, 2 of us, me and him, lol, I'll stop) 

. His super power wish is to fly(ME TOO!!!)

. His favorite song that he wrote is Down To Earth(I love Down to Earth!)

. Likes vitamin water(Starberry Kiwi Baby and I even try to make my own with Water, Ice and Tropical Punch. The perfect mix of those three creates the perfect Summer drink)
. Loves orange juice(Oh yeah! I love me some OJ not simpson tho, lol
. Has a half sister named Jazmyn & half brother names Jaxon(I have two half lil sisters, Claire and Abigail, a half lil brother Jason from my dad and a half older brother from my mom; I'm all alone, lol). Both our lil brothers names are Jason, if you didn't notice. Just spelled differently.
. Said he would date a fan(And I would date him!). He did not grow up rich.(Neither did I)
. He loves to laugh and so do I
. He's a thrill seeker and so am I(I was so jealous, when he went Bungee Jumping)
. He looks for girls with nice eyes, nice smiles and someone he can talk to(I look for that in guys and it just so happens that I have all those traits, lol :))
. He loves McDonalds and I love McDonalds(My fav things to get are Chicken Sandwiches, Chicken Nuggets with Sweet and Sour Sauce, Chocolate Chip Cookies and yeah)
. He loves Sprite, I love Ginger Ale but it's like the same color. lol

yeah, that's not it but you get it.



     Kay, I'm getting Chinese food soon, so I'll type as much as I can. And I think Justin likes Chinese Food too. Anyway, yeah that stuff. I think I'd be a girlfriend for because I love to laugh, I'm pretty, smart, funny(or I'd like to think so, lol), I love to write(in fact I'm writing a 3 books at the moment), I'm kinda artsy, I love people and doing stuff, I love the outdoors, I'm crazy but not like Carrie crazy, like Tyra Banks crazy, I love food.......(CHinese FOod Break: Shrimp and Broccoli with Pork Fried Rice, bye for now)..........................................................................................................ummm, I'll some more tomorrow or whatever. I'm with Justin now.................IN MY HEAD!!!!(*sobs quietly to herself)

OMG......BET Awards

Quick Post, nothing fancy. I just wanted to write about the BET Awards. It was the best Awards Show I think I've ever seen. These Awards shows just keep getting better every year. I'll write more tomorrow, cuz I got it on TiVO but yeah. Diddy and Dirty Money and Nicki poppin outta nowhere. Didn't even know she was on the Mix. Drake and Jeezy and Eminem and B.O.B, and Keshia and everybody AND CHRIS BROWN!!!!! He looked just like Michael behind the screen and I was like WHOA when he stared to cry, no lol this time. I like him again and I think everyone else does too, even Rihanna, maybe. Idk, but more tommorrow. 11:09pm and waiting on Justin Bieber.

Kay.....Let's Talk About Racism.....

     Kay, I'm tired of Racism on Youtube and just Racism period...period. These people who write these things don't know what the hell they're talking about. They think what they see on TV is real and it's not. I'm African American and I do not like ANY type of Racism. Against Black people, White people, Asian People, Spanish People, Indian People, Arabian People, and the list goes on and on. I just wanna smack people who say Black people do this and White people do that, it's like YOU DON'T KNOW THIS! That's what you see on TV. Like, I'm not gonna watch The Hills and think all White women are retarded plastic chicks with annoying ass voices who talk non-stop about boys, fashion and throwing up. Actually I watched 10 minutes of this annoying show and I swear I could feel my Brain Cells bursting. Umm, I'm just gonna go all over stuff. Ummm, I don't like when people try to justify being racist against other Races because they were Discriminated against. Especially when older people do it. It's hard cause you feel like you can't correct them cause they're old and you can't change they're minds. But yet you wanna smack 'em cause they think they know everything cause they're wise...please! Your old and I know more stuff than you did when you were my age. We need to teach the old people stuff about Race because in their days things that were acceptable and normal, today would make most people cringe or kick somebody. And I'm not being respectful or anything. I LOVE OLD PEOPLE. Most of them are nicer than young people but it's the racist ones that make you wanna kick 'em in the throat but of course you can't do that cause you know...you'll get in trouble.


     Kay, something else......I don't like seeing people Racist against Black people. Yeah, I'll explain more...I'm thinking, I'm thinking. I'm Intelligent, Sweet, Pretty, Shy at times, Fashionable, Nice, Respectable among many other things. And I for some reason do not fit the stereotype of a Black girl. I'm not obnoxious, or very loud when it's unnecessary, I'm not disrespectful, not Ghetto or Thug-ish, my family doesn't expect me be Pregnant with my second child by High School Graduation and I don't expect to be chasing after my "Baby Daddy" with a gun because he won't pay for his son, Dedevonde's diapers. No no, not at all. And why? Why do I not fit this stereotype? I'll tell you why. Because the stereotype isn't a proven scientific fact. No stereotype is. Not all Black people fit this spot, so therefore it isn't true. Only some Black people fit this criteria and I am in no way associated with them. I hate it when people think that just because your of the same race, religion or nationality of somebody else, you'd be more comfortable being next to them or talking to them. Yeah, if someone thinks like me or has the same interest that I do, I'd wanna be around them but having the same skin color as me just isn't enough.


     Yeah so....yeah, just know that. Now more about me. Ummm, when I was younger I used to get called "White Girl". For people who don't know what that is, it's something people call you if talk or act a certain way. Like using big words, being super overly excited sometimes, liking a certain show or music, dressing a certain way, not using urban colloquialisms or even saying the word colloquialism. All that stuff makes you White. Okkkayyy? Suuuureee? Kay, any smart person would know that just by doing something doesn't make you a certain race. If you eat chicken, that doesn't make you Black; if you listen to Panic At The Disco, that doesn't mean your White(LOVE THAT BAND!!!); if you have more than 3 kids, that doesn't mean your Mexican and if your Spanish that doesn't mean your Mexican. Kay you get my drift, right? Yeah, kay. There is no such thing as acting White or Black but yet people still say it like it's actually true. Bet you wouldn't sound so smart if you said something like, "Why are you acting so Mexican.....You acting mad Oriental right now....". That sounds dumb right. Yeah so stop saying it. It's not funny. I'd get the whole "Why are you so White" thing when I wasn't even talking to the person who called me that. God, I hate it when people interrupt me. It didn't affect me at first but then I got it alot from other people and sometimes friends and then I was sick of it. You can't act a color. The only things that sets Blacks and Whites and Asians etc. apart are facial features, and skin color, really. You can be any race and speak Chinese or Japanese, German, Swedish, Arabic, Chichewa or whatever. It doesn't matter and yeah you get my point. Gonna move to something else OHHH!!!

Bethel s30 Diet Pills....mmmm kay

     Since Summer is coming up ya know, people wanna look their best and stuff. I'm 15 and kinda overweight. I just weighed myself on June 4th and just found out that I'm 198 pounds! Now I'm not going crazy and trying to kill myself or anything I'm just concerned. I don't look it though. I'm 5'7 and a pear shaped girl so I have more meat in my thighs and butt, like the rest of the women in my family. I have know problem with that but would like to lose some weight. I wear an XL in shirts and now it's getting kinda tight or is that just how they made it. But anyway, I wanna be able to go to a store and find my size and if not I have no problem going a size smaller because I have a nice shape. You know what I mean, right? Like, I don't like to dress in tight clothes but if I see a shirt I REALLY like and it's in a size smaller than I am, I won't really have a big problem buying it. I'm a 13/14 in jeans and I've never wanted to be skinny but I wanna bring that down. My goal would be to be a size 8/10 in Jeans(if that exist, lol idk), to have a flat toned stomach, be a size Medium or Large in size and have slimmer toned arms(not those railing arms that women who throw up get...yucky). I wanna be healthy and fit and have thick strong muscular legs....I mean slender skinny legs are okay but they don't appeal to me as something I'd want.



     A couple of weeks ago my mother got a hold of some diet pills and usually I wouldn't trust them and I've never used them before but my mother's co-workers raved about them. They lost weight easily and fast without hurting themselves. Bethel s30 Diet Pills are 100% Natural and have no side effects except for Dry Mouth. For that you'd have to drink lots of Water but it's good to drink Water anyway and it says that you have to workout and eat fruits and veggies, like normal, so you really wouldn't be changing anything and if you were it's all for the better, right. What it does is stop your craving of food. It cleans you out and stops you from wanting food but ofcourse you have to eat food but you just won't be overeating, which I think is maybe the biggest reason why there are so many overweight people in the world. You eat normally but won't want to cause it stops that but you HAVE TO...or you'll die, lol seriously. You can eat whatever you want and it'll taste them same and you workout and stuff and yeah. Recently, like just an hour ago I looked at my Yahoo and saw my question was answered. Now, I've gotten alot of obviously slow people answer my questions about weight on Yahoo. They always tell me things that I'm not looking for the answer to and that's pretty annoying. I simply asked if a 15 year old can take these pills and I got two answers that were HOOPLA and didn't help me at all but today a lady who's taking the pills too answered me FINALLY!!! She said she doesn't know but she gave me a number and some tips and I called and it turns out I CAN TAKE THEM!!! YAYAYAY I told my mother and I don't think she believes me but I can and that's all that matters. It's 6:40 pm and I'm kinda...kinda happy now knowing that. I finally can do something about my weight and it'll work. I've never had weight issues EVER! but until 2009 it's been kinda hard. In June of that year I had my Junior prom and was scared I wouldn't be able to find something to fit me, which is weird cause I'm a little chubby looking but nothing too serious. My arms are a little big and I have stretch marks and stuff, but I've always had stretch marks but not on my arms! Yeah, I really wanna change that...yeah.


     I was never a skinny girl nor have I ever wanted to be but I was never like overweight. I also have a dark neck and I'm Brown skin so it's noticeable. I never had that before so maybe and hopefully losing weight and eating right will make it disappear. I'm a girly girl all about cute clothes and stuff or at least wanting them(I never cared about clothes as much as I do now, back then, so I never asked my mom about going shopping and buying cute things; Barbie was always my drug and I chose it over anything else) but I won't feel right if I don't look right and have a dark neck, so I'm hoping it'll work and do something.


     I also want to become an Actress and I have to look the part, right? A black girl wanting to become an Actress isn't easy as becoming an Actress and being any race isn't easy but it's harder. I'm not a light skin African American girl so that's one point against me and I feel like if there's a black girl on TV she has to look as White as possible meaning Long hair or big curly hair like she was Mixed, have European features, Light Skin and being skinny and stuff(not that I'm saying that only White ppl are skinny cuz that would be dumb, lol). And I feel like if you aren't light skin in Hollywood as an Actress you get casted in those Stereotypical Roles, like the token black friend who gives advice and goes "M Mhmmh and Hmmmmm MHm". I don't want to do that. In these movies and TV shows it's like there's only one type of role for a Black woman and I wanna break that whole THING. I wanna be the Lead, the Cheerleader, the Popular girl(and not in an all black school), the IT girl, the Gossip Girl, the girl! I wanna be the girl who gets it. Sex in the City...I wanna be Carrie...when I'm older ofcourse...I LOVE SHOES!!! And would have a hard time choosing my McQueens over my Car, lol. I also wanna be in a Music Video...nothing like a rap video, like a  Justin Bieber (THERE 'E IS!!!) video when I'M the love interest and I wanna kiss him not Jasmine Vales something....I like her though, she's pretty! But didn't deserve those lips...those perfectly plump lips.....mmmmmhmmm mhmm hmmhmmmmhm......lol. Yeah, sooooo yeah gonna gonna stop yeah, otay, BYE!!!!(Say that last sentence in a Stewie voice...a Stewie voice).

Kay, this is not about Justin Bieber but features his name yayay

Mkay, I just found out that people don't really like GINGERS. I don't get. I heard that they have no souls
and to me I'm thinking hey what the fruggelhorn does hair color and light skin have to do with having a soul. George Bush doesn't
have red hair. Ummm that really mean Korean guy doesn't have Red hair. I'd definitely date a boy who had Red hair. I don't see a problem with it. Ronald Weasley/Rupert Grint seems rad and I bet if Justin Bieber(there it goes) had Red hair no one would be kicking no him................this to me

is BEAUTIFUL!!!! Red headed people have feelings too and I'm not just saying that because I have Red hair, cuz I don't. I have like dark brown, not that that matters but yeah ya get it. There people and that whole November 20th Kick A Ginger Day is Smit, a big steaming pile of POO!!!!Your meanies and need to go to the Park or something, you suck spoiled Eggs.

Kay, Quick Blog Post.........ღ ツ

❝ ¿ La Beiber Fever ?❞

     Now, lots of people have IT but lots of people still don't know what IT is. Beiber Fever(pronounced/ˈbiːbar FEE-ver, BEE-bər FEE-ver) is a highly contagious strain of bacteria that enters the body through the Ear Canal and slowly but steadily makes its way to the Brain. What causes this "Fever" is listening to/and or watching the 16 year old Pop Star Justin Bieber, hence the term "Bieber Fever". Listening to one of Justin Bieber's songs one or many times can send the Brain on a Psychedelic trip 10 times as powerful as Meth, Cocain, and Ketamine combined. Symptoms of this "Bieber Fever" are Blurred Vision, the inability to stop one's self from screaming, heavy breathing, increase of Heart rate, nausea, heartburn, intergestion, upset stomach, diarrhea. etc.   

     People most prone to this Fever, are young women from ages 4 to 37. Because this bacteria is new, it is resistant to antibiotics. Doctors are still looking for cure. Beiber Fever however, benign can turn deadly once you have too much of The Biebs or actually meet Justin Bieber in person. There are cases of young girls being injured while just being in the same room with him. "Being within a 50 foot radius of Justin Bieber can cause a persons bones to actually twist into J's and break. It's very dangerous", says a Doctor who studies this condition. "Not only does this Fever have severe consequences to whom ever catches it but we've found that there is also another consequence that takes place when there are too many of whom are infected with the bacteria in one place. The mere mention of the Pop Star's name will undoubtedly induce a frenzy of endogenous opioid polypeptide compounds produced by pituitary gland and cause what is called, Beibergasm. It is dangerous for senior citizens or small children and animals to be near as it could result in stampede." There is no more information about this terrible sickness. I can only tell that in order to protect one's self for the Beiber Fever is to....I don't know cut off your ears.

*Update: Doctors response to the Bieber Fever Strain: "It is impossible to find a cure for said, Beiber Fever. Bieber Fever, just likes Herpes will continue to stay in the body for as long as you live, going away and returning without warning." This message was approved by Justin bieber............

  .........no I wasn't approved by him..... sorry Justin, I love YOU!!!!!!!

 umm and don't steal this. This piece of work was completed 6/8/10 11:25am, Tuesday





 

Umm....yeah more Bieber

❝ Bieber Bieber, wherefore art thou Bieber, Deny thy father and refuse thy name;
Or if thou wilt not, be but sworn my love
And I'll no longer be a Capulet..... ❞

 Whatever that means.......



    Kay, I just wanna say that I love Justin Bieber. Now, I don't love him, like I wanna have his babies or die with him hand in hand, like that couple from The Notebook. I love him like you'd love....Justin Bieber, He's Justin freakin' Bieber. Like if he was walking down the street beside me and he fell and broke his foot.....again, I'd carry him like 5 LOOOONG Manhattan blocks to a hospital. It'd wouldn't be that hard cuz he's like 68 pounds!!! lol, srry Biebie.........


    Ummmm(stratches my nose), I recently heard about his new tattoo, the Jonathan Livingston Seagull on his hip, ummmm, I wanna just say one word. SEXY!!!!! Omg, before it surfaced about his new tat, I saw a couple pics of him running on the Beach and I saw something on his hip and I was like, 'Is that a Tattoo?' and then I was like, 'nooo, he's he's well maybe, he's maybe wellll, i don't know'. And then I find out it was real and I'm like WHOAAAAAA, SEXY BUNNy!!!


     Ummm, something else, uhhhh, OHHHHHH kayyyy. On June 3rd 2010, about 3:00pm, I saw on Twitter Justin was gonna have a Free Concert at The Today Show and then my mother and I said we would go. I've never been to a concert of his or anyone like it. I wasn't prepared, even tho I knew I had to wake up early. I said we should be there by 2:00 or 3:00am but noooooooooo, my mother says 4:00 or 5:00. I soon found out that mother doesn't always know best. The train was slow and we had to take another train. We were on the Platform walking down when we heard, "Baby, Baby, Baby OHHH!" and I knew they were going the same way. So we said hi and ended up following them cuz they knew where they were going. Anyway, we got there and Oh Ma Bieba, there was SOOO many girls. When we got to where the barriers were we noticed that we couldn't see anything. The girls we were with stayed there.....stupidly and me and my mother went another way. We walked around tryna find another way to see clearly. We walking across the back of the stage and the Police kept on pushing us to go away from where we were. My mother said at loud, 'Well, how we gonna see?', and some lady(THANK GOD FOR THIS LADY!!!!) said, 'Well, you can go in there(Dean & Deluca's Shop)but you'd have to pay'. Whew! We went in, it had Air Conditioning and food and yeah AND it had a really big and wide clean, that's important, clean window. I had to squeeze in between some tables and lil girls but I was in the very front. We waited for a while and lots of other girls came in BEHIND ME, yeah. OMG when he came on, it was like nothing I've ever felt. I never thought I'd act so crazy but I had the Fever, had it bad and yeah, thats what It'll do to you. Because I was behind the glass I couldn't really hear him singing but that was OHtay, I hear him singing like 50 million times a day and really all I wanted was to see him. Just to see him move and soundlessly sing would make me happy. Now all I need is for him to Follow me on Twitter even tho he like REFUSES TO!!!


Yeah so yeah BYE!!!!

My first Blog...yay, guess who it's about........Jonah Hill, yeah, no!

Kay as many of you may know, Justin Bieber was born in Stratford, Ontario, Canada on March 1st, 1994.(PISCES yeah, he's a year and 11 days older than me. That means w.e can marry and it wouldn't be weird,, right?)Any way he's just adorable...ummm this is my first bloggy thing and I don't know what to say....ummm, kay got it

           Things That I LOVE about the Biebs

. He loves his fans and keeps us updated.....even though he refuses to follow me, lol, I still love to know wat he's doing!

. His style....I know he has a Swagga Coach, but he looks GUUUUUDDD in whatever he wears sooo yeaaa and I like his shoes. He'es such a Sneakerhead!!! And Justin, I love sneakers!!!

. His hair.....what more can I can I say, you've seen it. It's Amazing!!!!! ....even though I've seen this hairstyle on lots of guys before.....he just does it better, srry boyz, it just FLIPS so nicely.

. His skin 

well, look loook, it's sooooooo pretty and clear, alittle pale but pale is gud on him. m m m m mmmmmmm don't ya jus wanna lick it, lol, serious face!

. His sense of humor........he has an adorably funny sense of humor

. He's short but seems like a giant....he's like 5'3 and seems 5'7 or 5'8, cool, he's a SHAWTY!!!!

. His voice.....yeaaaaaaa

. His personality......he's smart and funny and sweet and charming and jus(tin bieber)awwwwesome, he's soo rad, lol

. Where he comes from.....I like that he didn't come from money and continue's to stay humble about all the fame and success he's having now

. His boyishness......I was never the girl who could resist they way boys act. What I mean is like, you see them on tv all the time, boys playing around, hitting each other, being silly and acting like retards and thats what Bieber does. He's a kid and you can tell he's not trying to fit in with the adults even tho he really doesn't have to.....you see scooter, he's such a kid! lol

. His eyes.......really, you seriously have to think about it..........GORGEOUS!!!! He's like a vampire...........

. And EVERYTHING ELSE ABOUT HIM!!!!!!..........I like his mom, lol, his  lil sis and bro are adorable!!!